Dothiepin

I've started my new tablets. Unfortunately it seems I'm going to need to find another way of trying to sleep at night because on first test, they don't do shit for me. After lying staring at the ceiling in the dark concentrating on my breathing, re-arranging the pillows, my sleeping position... Well, after checking the clock and seeing this had been going on for 3 hours I got up.
Still can't concentrate online though so I'm for the Tv.

Bed, Again...

Right, I'm for bed again - I don't know if its a new twist to my being ill, since that damned cold I've been bad again *sigh* though it could be that my monitor is on its way out (good job I have a spare) either way, I can't stay online too long the screen makes me feel nauseous and dizzy and I get headaches - Boo *sniff* means I'm not using messenger either at present so now I have no contact with the outside world, just as well I'm too tired to really care.

Fecked

I'm supposed to be finishing cleaning my house today but I can't settle on anything - I started washing the pots and ended up taking the wheely bin out instead(?) Then I went into the front room to sort the sofa out but moved the chairs from the kitchen to under the stairs instead so I could sweep the kitchen floor, instead of which I took my trainers upstairs and hung my coats up.

Still, at least I'm getting little bits done I guess. My mind is all over the place today and I'm feeling really tired again but I'm forcing myself to keep going.
Ugh, I'm going for another brainless wander around the house, I just can't sit still... I'm so tired! Why can't I settle? This is doing my nut in!

New years day

Woke up aching like a fecker, been totally brain fogged all day with no clue what I'm doing from minute to minute. I've ran the bath twice, moved little bits from one side of my room to the other and back again, watched some crap on the tv and had a sleepy fit.
At some point I will make something proper to eat as I'm guessing that may be a contributing factor to my ditzyness, I'm thinking J may like to feed soon also - you never know lol
As soon as I get a spark of concentration going I shall whip up a feast (ok, it'll be a chuckit - tasty though) in the meantime I shall continue to wander around the house aimlessly listening to the baby monsoon outside.