Friday, September 30, 2005

Personality disorder? Me?

I don't think so.

Paranoid Personality Disorder:Moderate
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low

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I've had a long haul of 'ner' iness. I feel restless but I'm just too whacked to do anything. I'm especially pissed that my sex drive has vanished. Completely.
Yes I've had the odd day or week here and there where I've been too tired or achey to get 'in the mood' and on the odd occasions where that's not a problem I may have been totally wiped out after being 'in the mood' - but this last month or so has been crap.
I just can't get any enthusiasm up at all because I just feel too drained. It's hard to explain to the person you love that it's not them - especially when to their eyes I seem to be handling things better lately, I'm getting up, I'm going out more, I'm cleaning a bit more regularly and I'm definitely eating better.
But I just don't have any 'urges' It's just not natural.
Even when I was feeling really crap before I could still feel horny - even if there was nothing I could do about it, these days...

It's like some switch has been flipped to the 'off' position. I need to do a little re-wiring methinks before it all goes tits up!

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